The last few nights (I think) I have had a reoccuring dream about an abandoned warehouse. Mostly the extent of it is me walking around with various people I know looking at all of the cool stuff people created like the toy train track and the rope swing. Before I woke up today I was giving an 'outsider' a tour of the building, showing them all of the cool rooms and features. As sweet and delapitated as the building was I remember the part that made me the happiest was that there were a bunch of people hanging out everywhere, laughing and usually eating food from bowls. And then, last night I had a dream that I was at a convenience store. While I was there the store owner stepped into the back and a fellow customer leaded over to me to let me know that he was going to set the building on fire. So he took a little purse of money and lit it on fire, threw it in the corner, and ran. I ran too but finally ended up back at the warehouse where I was safe.
I don't know what this dream means/I don't know if this dream means anything. I think I am just feeling a wee bit stifled with the 'OMG THE REST OF YOUR LIFE', 'WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO!', 'GRAD SCHOOOOOL!'. I just want a looseness in my life that allows things to flow and makes eating food from bowls a priority.
