..resolutions

New year, new resolutions.  Here are mine:

1. Think more about fear. 

1.5. Do more things that scare me.

2. Drink more water.

3. Get my tattoo.

Words that describe my break (in alphabetical order): 

Angsty, artichoke, cider, contemplative, crafting, escape, family, gender roles, imagination, McCauley family, Moltmann, not using my computer, puzzles, quiet, questioning, Raising Victor Vargas, Scum, sewing, smoked salmon, snowing, stenciling, zoo lights.

Right now:

I want to be asking the right questions.  When I think about the future I want to be asking the right questions of myself, God, and the world.  I don't really know what that means but I feel like it's the ambiguous task that I need to be in at the moment.  Overall I feel peace-filled about life and the future.  Hope is a very confusing concept to me right now but I like not understanding it and feel a exciting sense of discovery when I  think about it.  What am I allowed to hope for?  I am thinking about Christian imagination too.  More specifically the connection between imagination and complete faith.  Also, limits - God's limits, my limits, the merits of limits, are they beneficial or a condition to overcome?  Right now I am interested in cacti, Rilo Kiley, swimming, the nature of preferences, and riding my bike again.  I want to go to Georgetown and the coffee shop in the alley.