I have fallen back into my natural and comfortable cycle of doing pretty much nothing. I haven't really sat down and read my Bible for quite a while and honestly, don't really have a passion to. I haven't made much of an effort to talk to people and have felt slightly out of place in my own skin. I have mentally given myself a break, saying that camp will be exhausting mentally and emotionally and that I will give enough of myself there. I have also started to read the book, Chasing Daylight, and that has made me far more aware of the importance of every moment, the small and the large. I don't really have anything else to say, but I am tired of not doing anything and excited to turn over a new leaf, where the exciting and the mundane have the same value of importance and God doesn't take a raincheck because I will see him a lot later.
It was really good to see my family and it was really to realize that I have changed.
I miss my friends, but it is good to be my own person and I know that I will be stronger because of the absence.
God is good all the time, all the time God is good.
